WHAT IS LOVE?!

LIES! BETRAYL.....SIN....How can one vow to love someone forever if one can  not  be true if one is to busy becoming a backstabber....how can you justify that its ok and alright to just do as you please and not be a hoe backstabber betrayer how in the world can you act as if nothing is wrong and nothing ever happened how can love be so beautiful one day and so miserable and sad the next how can someone make you believe soo much bs to just come clean in the end how can you honestly believe someone an all there bull shit and lies just ugh!!!!! why do men think its cute to just do as they please thAt they can blame the woman when hes just as much to blame and even worse because he was the cheater why o why does the woman get called a hoe when she does nothing wrong but the man gets off the hook please tell me wtf is love

HEAD ACHE!!

Have you seriously just had one of those days where you just cant win, i mean you try and try and no matter what its seriously never i mean never enough and no matter how many times you think you got it right everything turns to shit. Like you can have the perfect relationship in your eyes and that one family member can just ruin it all in the blink of an eye,or you can do exactly what everyone wants so there aren't any issues and horrible things still end up happening, or for instance the most sweetest lady in the world can have her life ruined in seconds vs a woman who is bitter and mean has everything she has ever wanted i seriously don t know when its enough but its like you put Ur all into it and people still judge you and bring you down how do you move on from that how do you keep a calm and normal well what you think is normal attitude and just live life how can you tune everything out and just focus on you and your lover? Its easy and simple if you have love and your happy with yourself everyone Else's opinion should never matter, I know sometimes you will want to scream but in the end all you need is love and it doesn't even have to be from another person as long as you love yourself that's all that should ever matter.

LOVE

Now I  can not say others understand him or that others really want  to get to know him passed his looks but I did. Not many people take the time to just know someone become there best friend and then out of nowhere become there lover there everything there world. I guess you can say that's just the hopeless romantic in me, believing in love at first sight, falling in love with no regrets, just diving in head first and not caring who sees or whose around to notice. He makes the day complete my life full of meaning I really don't know what I would do without him exactly. I am still not sure what I would do without him, where I would be today exactly...HE truly made me a better person not only by loving me but becoming my best friend for not judging me when everyone else said look away,for just loving me with all of his heart. I swear its like Romeo and Juliet accept there isn't an actual real tragedy, He is truly the other half,MY better half and I hope he knows it. There aren't many like him at all he is beyond unique and amazing and I would not trade him for the world, Nothing in this world could ever take him away from me....well actually he can take himself away from me but that is seriously about it. No one will ever take away the way he makes me feel or how happy we are with each other. I know I'm young but I seriously found my soul mate and now that I have him I will never let him go EVER!!